when flowers gaze at you, they're not the only ones

"Boston" By Augustana.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ASJBXu8tNo

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... you said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
You said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
You said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly him out to Spain...
Oh yeah and I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah...

Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Boston...
No one knows my name.
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i don't think i'd want to go to boston though. i don't mind chino hills. but i yearn for somewhere new. somewhere by the beach maybe. or with lots of green. i need a change of scenery. some new form of excitement. meet someone new. meet someones new. i refuse to ask anyone to change unless they know what they need to change. why would i do that when i have so many things to change within myself? a change of direction. sure, there are variables in my life that will never change. like certain friends, my family, and God. but life, life is so temporary. those variables are the only things that are not. everything else, i see things sparking change within other things, and i think maybe it's a call. "Hello Chrissy. i am giving you tests. and if you pass you can move on. then things will change. always for the better, i tell you; even if it seems like it's for the worse. new people will enter. old people will re-enter. you will start spending weekday nights elsewhere maybe. or maybe you'll stay. but I've got it all under control, my daughter. as for now take these words and pray for others. and for yourself."

i think God lives in Boston... i think God lives everywhere