Im praying for you. I wrote this out of a similar feeling. It might be good for you to get it out.
I'm slipping and here I go. I can't keep hiding but its too hard to show. My insecurities they bind me, my past defines me, my pride, it blinds me. Now I lay me down to sleep yet give me soul for satan to keep . He takes it he breaks it he leaves the pieces and not the peace oh please dear Jesus. I know Ive fallen and when im crawling I get trampled but you're callin me and im stall'n cuz somehow I believe that nowhere in the darkness will grace find me . And I go to the pages where my desires are fulfilled and scroll down the pictures now im filled with guilt. How can I fall so far when I came so close how can I hate so much but head back to the filth. I know its wrong in your sight, brings far less than delight, your face is too bright here I hide in the night. And you say shame can cover me no longer and that the power of your love is a thousand times stronger. But I feel weaker, knowing you're much better, holding the keys I lock my own fetter, you say "no that ain't it, that's not what your after, you need grace not the grave thats not the final chapter. Don't give up, just remember, I'm pleading with you, its only through the embers that gold will shine through. It'll shine brighter than sun, and I already did it, through my blood all your sins have been forgiven by grace youre acquitted. I wrote in that book your precious name and know that your ready to live for my fame. Don't go it alone recall I carried the weight I nailed it there to change your fate. To call you near for you are my own to let you know you ain't alone. I've got you here I've had you always love Jesus
I didn't edit it or anything so theres probably puncuation and stuff. But its Jesus' rap/letter/poem to me and I wanted to share with you, even though you couldnt sshare. Thanks for everything.
oh my, that was amazingly wonderful, refreshing, deep, and encouraging. thank you so incredibly much. i am going to write, and i'm going to do it NOW!! :) thank you so much.
Im praying for you. I wrote this out of a similar feeling. It might be good for you to get it out.
ReplyDeleteI'm slipping and here I go. I can't keep hiding but its too hard to show. My insecurities they bind me, my past defines me, my pride, it blinds me. Now I lay me down to sleep yet give me soul for satan to keep . He takes it he breaks it he leaves the pieces and not the peace oh please dear Jesus. I know Ive fallen and when im crawling I get trampled but you're callin me and im stall'n cuz somehow I believe that nowhere in the darkness will grace find me . And I go to the pages where my desires are fulfilled and scroll down the pictures now im filled with guilt. How can I fall so far when I came so close how can I hate so much but head back to the filth. I know its wrong in your sight, brings far less than delight, your face is too bright here I hide in the night. And you say shame can cover me no longer and that the power of your love is a thousand times stronger. But I feel weaker, knowing you're much better, holding the keys I lock my own fetter, you say "no that ain't it, that's not what your after, you need grace not the grave thats not the final chapter. Don't give up, just remember, I'm pleading with you, its only through the embers that gold will shine through. It'll shine brighter than sun, and I already did it, through my blood all your sins have been forgiven by grace youre acquitted. I wrote in that book your precious name and know that your ready to live for my fame. Don't go it alone recall I carried the weight I nailed it there to change your fate. To call you near for you are my own to let you know you ain't alone. I've got you here I've had you always love Jesus
I didn't edit it or anything so theres probably puncuation and stuff. But its Jesus' rap/letter/poem to me and I wanted to share with you, even though you couldnt sshare. Thanks for everything.
oh my, that was amazingly wonderful, refreshing, deep, and encouraging. thank you so incredibly much. i am going to write, and i'm going to do it NOW!! :) thank you so much.
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