The term dramaturgy was coined by sociologist Erving Goffman, who believed each human is an actor in the play of every day life. Basically, he suggested that we discover who we are, define how we interact with others, and decide how to respond to situations based on who is surrounding and watching us at given moments in time. He dug this concept further by splitting dramaturgy into branches of "front and back" stages. The "front" stage represents the place where we present ourselves to others- how we generally act to other people in public or social situations. Then there is the "back" stage where a person is completely and totally alone, and puts on no acts for others.
I learned about this term in the first day of my sociology class and have already been compelled to think: what is my sense of dramaturgy? I would like to think that my front stage acting is reflective of my back stage resting. But is it so?
The fear that naturally develops when I consider this question is that I prohibit myself from fully being myself to the front stage in fear of never wanting to disappoint or upset people. And "myself back stage" may just have enough umph to bring about change to this world and society. But of course, if being bold and forward means offending or making someone uncomfortable- then, front stage me will unconsciously do everything in my power to guarantee those watching are happy, which immediately determines that back stage me will essentially remain back stage.
I want to challenge myself to use my front stage to be a true reflection of my heart as well as boldly say what needs to be said, even if a few audience members don't take well to it. And I want to invite you in attempting this challenge with me. Being real, being genuine, being authentically bold and not holding back in fear of the public eye.
